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<!--Generated by Squarespace Site Server v5.8.0 (http://www.squarespace.com/) on Sat, 07 Nov 2009 09:28:19 GMT--><rdf:RDF xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" xmlns:rss="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/" xmlns:admin="http://webns.net/mvcb/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:cc="http://web.resource.org/cc/"><rss:channel rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/"><rss:title>Mark My Words</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/</rss:link><rss:description></rss:description><dc:language>en-US</dc:language><dc:date>2009-11-07T09:28:19Z</dc:date><admin:generatorAgent rdf:resource="http://www.squarespace.com/">Squarespace Site Server v5.8.0 (http://www.squarespace.com/)</admin:generatorAgent><rss:items><rdf:Seq><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/17/real-life.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/3/proud-of-me.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/3/letting-go.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/27/getting-a-quote.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/27/vacationing-at-branson.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/25/changes-are-coming.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/19/oversized.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/15/getting-ready-for-prom-night.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/16/protecting-the-floors.html"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/16/clearing-the-weekend.html"/></rdf:Seq></rss:items></rss:channel><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/17/real-life.html"><rss:title>Real Life</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/17/real-life.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-05-17T20:14:39Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[Yeah!  We made it.  We have raised our last child, and he graduated from High School yesterday.The end of an era.  The beginning of a new journey -- for him, for us.  This is the first time in our 25 years of marriage (whenever he moves out)that we can say, we don't have any children at home now.  They are all adults and living on their own.. What a concept.

The graduation was nice and they all looked so nice in their caps and gowns.  I had family come out of town, and all of my kids were there.  I got some good pictures of my kids, as well as my grandkids.  It was just a nice family day -- long tiring, and because of the health issues I have, it was something that I just had to get through. But the kids all pitched in and help serve and clean up with the reception.  The reception was small but nice.  I would say there were 20-30 there, which -- cake wise :) was just the right amount.  There were people there that I expected, but there were a few that surprised me being there.  Yes, we sent them invitations/announcments, but still.  One of them is a lady that we have been connecting lately with out health issues.  She has cancer .. its not  <a href="http://www.mesothelioma-data.com/stats/about-mesothelioma.php">mesothelioma</a> but I'm not sure what kind.  All I know is that they went in and took alot of her intentine out awhile back.  I dont' have cancer, but we are taking some of the same medicines, so its interesting to compare notes and such.  She was a big help yesterday as well.  Nice lady.  

But now...the big day, the big weekend is over, and its time for us to get back to regular life, and for Ethan to step out in REAL life.]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/3/proud-of-me.html"><rss:title>Proud Of Me</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/3/proud-of-me.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-05-03T21:30:02Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[With the stress of the upcoming graduation and reception, I have one more thing to throw in the mix.   I'm not sure if it will be added stress or not.  I no longer have an afternoon job.  I bowed out gracefully, and our boss appreciated that.  He wants his new wife to be doing what I am doing (for a variety of reasons), but he didn't know how to "fire" someone who was doing a good job and he has never had a problem with.  David and I talked about it, and decided that we could probably handle the loss of income.  I will still be working at the church in the mornings, and then the income I make working here at home, I should still be able to meet the few financial obligations I have.  

Besides the working (not working) challenge (that I am embracing as a positive thing), I would like to also work on some other things that are lacking in my life and I would like to change for the better.   If taking somekind of <a href="http://www.consumerpricewatch.net/">weight loss products</a> is what I need to do, then so be it.  And I want to start decluttering and making the house more company friendly.  Even 15 minutes a day would make a huge difference around here.  I just need to work out a schedule for myself, that doesn't involve sitting in front of the computer and TV all afternoon, and make this new development in my life apositive thing.  I have to make this work.  I'm tired of being tired all the time and not doing much every day.  I can see this going either way, so I'm focusing on the positive and try to make my husband proud of me for the changes.]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/3/letting-go.html"><rss:title>Letting Go</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/5/3/letting-go.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-05-03T21:18:00Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[I have been working on graduation announcements and reception invitations this afternoon.  I wish I could have been looking at <a href="http://www.slimmingpillsreview.com/">slimming pills review</a>s instead, and figure out what I could do in the next two weeks to make a difference.  Its going to be a long weekend, with graduation, and 2 receptions.  And major relief that it is over.  Sadness as well, that it is over as well.  My baby graduates from high school.  A whole new life ahead, for all of us.  He will be starting a new life, probably in a new home, and probably even a new job.  We will have the same home and same job(s), but with something different.  Quietness.  No one at home but the two of us.  We have had 5 kids over the last 33 years, and the last one will be flying the coop in just a few short weeks.  The end of an era.  I hope I adjust well.  In many ways, I'm not looking forward to it.  Ethan and I are close.  We talk.  We share our days.  We help each other.  No having him here will be different.  But, I have to let go sometime.  Now is the time.]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/27/getting-a-quote.html"><rss:title>Getting A Quote</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/27/getting-a-quote.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-04-27T02:11:56Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[David needs to call our insurance company and see what we need to do about our life insurance.  Right now, we have it set up where Ethan would get the bulk of it because we took this policy out many years ago, when he was little.  So, our logic it was going to cost someone alot of out of pocket money to finish raising him. But now that he has turned 18 and will be graduating in a money, he is pretty much on an equal playing field with his brothers and sisters.  He's not going to  college, so we don't have to take that into consideration.  Since we will be changing things, maybe we should  get a <a href="http://www.wholesaleinsurance.net/">term insurance quote</a> and make sure we have the best policy in place that will take care of me or David when something happens to one of us, or that the kids will get a nice tidy sum if something happens to the both of us at the same time.]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/27/vacationing-at-branson.html"><rss:title>Vacationing At Branson</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/27/vacationing-at-branson.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-04-27T00:09:58Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[Last year, this company called us and talked David into buying a 
trip to Branson -- 3 days, 4 nights.  We had 18 months to decide to book our rooms, and 2 years to go.  They called the other day to remind us we had until June to get things in place.  Since Branson is just down the road from us, I don't think we will have to search for <a href="http://www.worldtravelcenter.com">travel insurance online</a>, but we might get online and see what all we would like to do, while we are there, as well as on the way.  Its probably an 8 hour drive, so we could turn this into a real vacation.  Ethan will be out on his own, and it would just be the two fo us.  I would like to feel better physically,so will work on that.  Enjoying this trip is a great incentive.]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/25/changes-are-coming.html"><rss:title>Changes Are Coming</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/25/changes-are-coming.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-04-25T19:38:59Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[Things are changing.  I might be only working part time this summer intead of full time, which would be nice.  Actually, there would be a time of "full time" -- but it would be on my time.  Right now, I work at the church in the morning, and a trucking company in the afternoon.  And some paid computer work in the eveings.  If we do what we are thinking about, I won't be working at the trucking company, but will try to step up and work harder at the computer work.  If this change happens, I would like to see some other changes happen.  Work on declutter more.  Make the house more company friendly.  And while I'm "dreaming", lets throw in a <a href="http://diet-pills.sybervision.com/">diet pill that works</a>.  Losing weight would help significantly with the other things.  I am not happy with the way I live my life right now, but don't seem to have the time or energy to change it.  I'm hoping these changes do transpire, and I can finally make a difference in my life.  This has gone on long enough.]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/19/oversized.html"><rss:title>Oversized</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/19/oversized.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-04-19T22:45:29Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[Last year when Ethan went to prom, he wore the tuxedo that he had for the Barbershop Chorus performance he was in the year before.  It fit, but it was a bit snug.  But, for just a few hours of prom, it served its purpose.

This year, he had a date, and he said early on, he was going to go rent a tux.  Because he is a big kid, I called the flower shop to make sure they would have one in his size.  The lady who runs the flower shop knows Ethan (matter of fact, we are related to her), so she knew what "size" I was talking about, and reassured me it wasn't a problem.

Sure wasn't.  They measured him.  The tuxes came in Monday, and he went down to try it on to make sure it didn't need altering.  Honestly, it could have, but he didn't want to chance not having it for Saturday, so he left them as is.  The <a href="http://www.theequestriancorner.com/">breeches</a> were too big.  What he ended up doing was taking the suspenders from his other tux and that kept his pants up without having to worry about being depants mid dance.  Its good to know they have his size and bigger.   Not that I want him to ever wear the size he could have been for them to fit right.  But, when you are "this" size, its not very often you find something that is too big for you.  But this sure was.  But, he still looked handsome in his tux.]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/15/getting-ready-for-prom-night.html"><rss:title>Getting Ready For Prom Night</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/4/15/getting-ready-for-prom-night.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-04-15T03:14:12Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[Ethan is really looking forward to this weekend. Saturday is Prom Night.  He has a date, although, I do have to say its on the "strange" side.  But, he's not the only one doing what he is doing, so I guess its the "acceptable" thing these days????   Last year, he was really good friends with this one girl, who is a year older than he is.  They would talk for hours, but I repeat -- they were just friends.   They still are, even though she is going to college now.  She had a boyfriend last year, and they are still are together.  Her boyfriend is "OK" with Ethan taking her to Prom.  There are several others that are doing the same thing.  Which, if the boyfriends  don't care...

Anyway.... Ethan went down several weeks ago and ordered his tux.  It was supposed to come in tomorrow, but it actually came in yesterday.  So, he went down to the place where he rented it from, and tried it on.  I was concerned that they wouldn't have his size.  I'm not sure they have <a href="http://www.lingeriediva.com/plus-size-lingerie">plus size corsets</a> and even if they did, I'm sure Ethan wouldn't wear one.  Fortunately, though, the tux fits good -- maybe even a little on the loose size, so thats a good thing.  Its hard to believe we are in the final days of school for him.  A senior.  Where have all the years gone and when did my little boy turn into such a wonderful young adult?]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/16/protecting-the-floors.html"><rss:title>Protecting The Floors</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/16/protecting-the-floors.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-03-16T01:29:13Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[When we were at Matt's house for Thanksgiving, we set tables up in the living room  -- he has a small kitchen, and no dining room.  So, the living room was our only option.  He has hard wood floors -- I was worried about scratching them with our chairs.  I told him he should have put down a couple of <a href="http://www.rugsale.com/">area rugs</a> -- but since we are only over there once, maybe twice a year for something like this, I can see why he just gave me this funny look and told me that it probably wouldn't happen.  Maybe this year we can have Thanksgiving at our house, and then we won't have to worry about the floors.  We have carpeting all through the house.]]></content:encoded></rss:item><rss:item rdf:about="http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/16/clearing-the-weekend.html"><rss:title>Clearing The Weekend</rss:title><rss:link>http://prairieedge.squarespace.com/journal/2009/3/16/clearing-the-weekend.html</rss:link><dc:creator>Prairierose</dc:creator><dc:date>2009-03-16T01:14:39Z</dc:date><dc:subject></dc:subject><content:encoded><![CDATA[Seems like David's job is never done.  When he's not dispatching during the week, then there is a list of things he has to do over the weekend when the trucks are not rolling down the road.  Some weekends are worse than others.  Some weekends he can actually do some things for him, and not do any truck stuff.  But others, he has to work all day Saturday, and then again Sunday afternoon.  He is always after his guys to make sure they have all their <a href="http://www.criticaltool.com/">safety equipment</a> and if something isn't there, or needs to be replaced, to tell him.  But still, every once in awhile, he'll make a big circle, and visit all the trucks himself, and check to make sure everything is what the driver's says.  Most of the time, it is.  But there are times, what the drivers consider "good", David doesn't.  So, it doesn't hurt for David to be double checking them.  But still, it would be nice if David could have the weekends totally off like the rst of us.  He wouldn't know what to do with himself.]]></content:encoded></rss:item></rdf:RDF>